Part of it really. I just want to write this out to vent to the world and I really don’t care who sees this. If you want to judge me go right ahead. I would say that my life has been very intense up to this point and it feels like the intensity will never go away. I know that with medication and proper DBT skills I will be well on my way to recovery. Currently I am staying with two wonderful aunts of mine and I couldn’t ask for anything better. They care for me so much and all of this is letting me know that I will get there when I get home. All I ask for is to be stable and learn how to maintain the relationships that I do have.
If anyone has read this I would like to thank you for taking the time.